The Healing of Joanna

Today I am reading about Joanna - one of Jesus' closest disciples, an upper-class Jewish Believer who used her finances to support Jesus and His ministry, and who was faithful to Jesus to the very end. She was one of the 3 women at the tomb who went to clean his dead body, only to find He was raised to life! Hallelujah!! In reading about how she came to follow Jesus we become aware that He healed her from illness. This illness, the bible says, was brought on by "evil spirits" and "infirmities," so was no doubt a healing by deliverance. This is a good reminder of how the Kingdom of God deals with illness. In the Western world, we have access to every type of treatment at our fingertips. They did not have these advancements in those days. In fact, much of the world doesn't have the luxury or accessibility of modern medicine. So, let us be encouraged today, the things we think we need may be different than what God knows we need. Let us seek Him, His Kingdom, and His righteousness first. Listen to His still small voice about true healing and be made free - Whom the Son makes free is free indeed (John 8:36)! 

Now it came to pass, afterward, that He went through every city and village, preaching and bringing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God. And the twelve were with Him, and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities—Mary called Magdalene, out of whom had come seven demons, and Joanna the wife of Chuza, Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others who provided for Him from their substance. Luke 8:1-3

Training Ourselves

Let us not be wise in our own eyes, but able to discern in these days ~

Ephesians 6:12

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood,

but against principalities, against powers,

against the rulers of the darkness of this age,

against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.

#1 PRINCIPALITIES – These are demonic spirits over Nations, Governments, Lands, etc. They operate primarily through leaders and diligently work to establish laws that would be counter to the Kingdom of our God. They would be recognized as prohibiting prayer in public, legalizing abortion, and prohibiting the gospel to be preached in a country (i.e. China). Our prayers are vital to the restraining of these spirits, especially for our own Nation. An example is seen in the Book of Daniel as he is interceding. God sends His angelic messenger, Gabriel, with an answer, but Gabriel is hindered by “the prince of the Kingdom of Persia.” After 21 days, God sends the archangel Michael, who is a “warring prince,” to restrain the spirit that was hindering Gabriel who was bringing a message to Daniel concerning the future of Israel. There is a clear order in the Kingdom of God.

 #2 POWERS – (Translated in the Greek as “authorities.”) These demonic spirits are primarily what Christ dealt with in His ministry. He referred to some as “foul” or “unclean” spirits. They inspire people toward lewd or immoral behavior and actions. This has always been prevalent in a Godless society. We see more today because of social media. These can result in sickness and disease and are an open door for the enemy.

#3 RULERS OF THE DARKNESS OF THIS AGE – These demonic spirits prey on darkness, physically and mentally. Anywhere there is an absence of the Truth and Light of God’s Word. They maintain strongholds (mindsets) over individuals who do not exercise their spiritual authority. The Body of Christ can be easily deceived in this area. Our goal as Christians is to grow into maturity in Christ. Hebrews 5:14 says, But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil. Notice that we “train ourselves.” I believe this is where long-term, chronic illness gains permission. We have to get to the point that God’s Word is our reality and although there is a diagnosis or symptom, God is training us to be Overcomers and persevere, so that He gets the glory and we are equipped to rule and reign with Him forever (Revelation 3:10-12). We must undo what the world, flesh, and the enemy has done in our lives.  

#4 WICKED SPIRITS IN HEAVENLY PLACES (also called “high places”) – The Greek for “wicked” is poneros where we derive the modern word for pornography. These are demonic spirits that overpower or overcome a person to do evil. They get accesses through our 5 senses (what we see, hear, taste, smell, and touch). We live in a world that is all about what we feel and experience; and those things become a belief system. These can be recognized by feelings of hopelessness, depression, heavy burden, etc.

Note: These are different than personal problems that are a result of a lack of wisdom and/or things yielding to the flesh. Remember, we overcome the world, the flesh, and the enemy. Praise God we have been given Christ’s authority and power over all things! Christ made a spectacle and disarmed Satan’s kingdom when He triumphed over them at the cross (Colossians 2:15). Now we do our part in faith and obedience!

Happy Mother's Day!

I became a mother in 2016. It was so amazing to experience all of the things I'd always heard about... sensitivity to smells and textures, a rapid heart rate, and complete changes to the body. Most of all, after years of looking at other people's sonograms, the one I then saw was mine! At that time, circumstances weren't the best for carrying a baby - I learned during the pregnancy I had Rh factor and recently had open heart surgery. There was also a lot of stress in my marriage and, sadly, I miscarried. When I began to heal, I asked the Lord to show me who this baby was... He said his name is Christopher. At that moment the Lord reminded me of a recent dream... I was in the hospital giving birth and all of the medical staff kept telling me they saw a heavenly glow through the umbilical cord to the baby on the ultrasound. They said, "This baby will bring much glory to God" and I was told to give him that name. When I looked up the meaning of Christopher it meant "carrier of Christ." After praying some more, I chose his middle name - Brighton. It means "the one who is loved"... and loved he is! Going through the grieving process, God began to reveal more to me through my time with Him. He also sent others across my path who had experienced similar things and brought confirmation to what I was shown... Unborn children go immediately into the presence of God. They are raised the same but by Jesus, angels, and those people in heaven who were given the gift to love and minister to children. I occasionally see Brighton in dreams, visions, or in the presence of children around me who would be the same age. It is sweet and sorrowful. I know he will bring much glory to God and I am honored that I was chosen to be his mother!

And his mother treasured up all these things in her heart… Luke 2:51

Safety being Rooted in Trust

The Lord revealed to me this week that I have not felt safe for quite some time. I would say even a life-time. Let me explain... When we don’t feel safe it means we don’t feel secure. When we don’t feel secure we don’t trust. When we don’t trust we don’t really believe that we will fully be cared for in every area of our lives. Considering the world we live in I’m sure most of you will know what I’m talking about? We have created environments that appear to be safe, yet we operate in self-sufficiency and drivenness; forgetting God is our Source. But not trusting Him in every area of our lives will always manifest somehow or someway. For me this was coming forth physically and spiritually. I had unknowingly developed fear of not having my needs met and began to gain weight. I was overworking and not caring for myself as I should. I also began to realize that for quite some time I was hesitant to communicate with God about certain things that were deep longings and dreams; not wanting to be brokenhearted or disappointed. You could say I created some distance from Him in these areas. I can assure you this is not where our Loving Savior wants us to be.

So, I asked Him, what is it that makes it difficult to pray and go boldly before the throne of grace in these areas? What prevents me from trusting You in every area of life? I believe the Lord revealed to me it is when our hearts condemn us (1 John 3:20) and condemnation is deeply rooted in the lack of intimacy we have with Jesus, the Anointed One. It is in intimacy that we know Him – His character, His nature, and His ways. Intimately knowing Him brings us into a deeper and deeper union with Him; allowing us to trust Him at greater levels in every area of our lives. Some of us may not be familiar with fully trusting because of personal experience with trauma, neglect, or abuse. These develop wounds that set up residence in our heart, condemning us, and have fortified a barrier to distance us from God, ourselves, and others. This is where knowing God intimately will heal the pain of these wounds and allow us to feel safe and secure in every area of our lives. The beautiful thing is, even when we don’t seek Him in the capacity that we could, He always looks at our intentions. It is the pure intentions of our heart that God sees. As imperfect as we are, He looks on us with compassion, love, kindness, and mercy. When we can see this, I believe there will be a new revelation of Him in our lives. Through a life devoted to Him, and heart that continues to be intimate with Him, there will be a trust that is unshakable. This kind of trust brings pleasure to God and He can then flourish in and through us with true love toward Him, ourselves, and one another. I am praying for us as we enter into this new level of intimacy, healing, and trust. Amen.

Whenever our hearts make us feel guilty and remind us of our failures, we know that God is much greater and more merciful than our conscience, and he knows everything there is to know about us. My delightfully loved friends, when our hearts don’t condemn us, we have a bold freedom to speak face-to-face with God. And whatever we ask of him we receive, because we keep his commands. And by our beautiful intentions we continue to do what brings pleasure to him. So these are his commands: that we continually place our trust in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and that we keep loving one another, just as he has commanded us. For all who obey his commands find their lives joined in union with him, and he lives and flourishes in them. We know and have proof that he constantly lives and flourishes in us, by the Spirit that he has given us... 1 John 3:20-24 TPT

Brokenness

I’ve just finished reading an excellent book on “brokenness” and the lifetime of events God will bring us to and through to get us to the point of brokenness. Through it, He delivers us from our selfish ways and shatters the delusions we have about ourselves. During this process, He supernaturally allows us to see how He sees us AND allows us to see ourselves as we truly are. Many of us resist this and are confused (even angry) about the trials and tribulations we face in life. But I tell you, if we can get to the point that we look for what God is doing in every situation and find His very presence in these moments we will begin to experience a new sense of trust and peace in the Lord that transcends time and space. It will literally bring us into eternity. 

Today I was mediating more on brokenness and the Holy Spirit took me to Isaiah 66:1-2. The ultimate reason for this brokenness is so God Almighty might have His place of rest in us and can be glorified through us. We must not resist what He is doing to bring about a humble and contrite spirit!

He is looking for you and me!

Thus says the Lord:

‘Heaven is my throne, and the earth is my footstool;

what is the house that you would build for me,

and what is the place of my rest?

All these things my hand has made,

and so all these things came to be,’ declares the Lord.

‘But this is the one to whom I will look:

he who is humble and contrite in spirit

and trembles at my word’... Isaiah 66:1-2