Difficult is the Road and Narrow is the Gate

Today the Lord is speaking to me about the way that leads to the narrow gate. He says, it is a "difficult" way (I am envisioning a road with many obstacles) and only a FEW will find it (Matthew 7:14)! We must know what difficult means to understand the reality of it; especially when we all see through a scope of our own personal experience. The dictionary defines difficult as, "needing much effort or skill to accomplish, deal with, or understand." Also, it is "characterized by or causing hardships or problems." So, why are we surprised when we face difficulties? Why do we look at it as dread (speaking to myself)? Instead, could this be the time when God is leading us down the difficult road toward the narrow gate? Now, we have the opportunity to see what is difficult as a time to seek the Lord; asking Him to help us accomplish and understand what is in front of us by the power of His Holy Spirit. And, although difficulties may look in the natural as hardships or problems, we now have our eyes fixed on the narrow gate! 

One step further, Jesus is the Gate!!! Jesus says, "Yes, I am the gate. Those who come in through me will be saved. They come and go freely and will find good pasture" (John 10:9). So what is good pasture?? "In a good pasture I will feed them; the mountain heights of Israel will be their pasture. There they will lie down in lush pasture, and they will feed on rich grass on the mountains of Israel. I myself will feed my sheep and I myself will make them lie down, declares the sovereign LORD."

We must press through what is difficult to find the Narrow Gate which leads to good pasture... where every need is met by our loving and generous Shepherd, Jesus Christ.

Narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few that find it... Matthew 7:14

Great is His Faithfulness

It has been quite sometime since my last blog. Like many of you, I continue to walk out the daily surrender and trust in our Great and Glorious God. A lot has happened in the last 24 months. A lot of joy and much sorrow. The LORD has taken me on an even deeper, more intimate journey with Him through a marriage, miscarriage, open heart surgery, and a divorce. My blogs will have a different flavor because of this. I have also recently decided to go public about my battle with Lyme Disease and environmental illness that began in 2011 (when this deep inner work began). By God's unrelenting grace, mercy, and revelation of the high price Jesus Christ paid for the healing of all sickness and disease - body and soul (Isaiah 53:5). I now know how to be an Overcomer! When a person goes through the valley of the shadow of death there is a level of spiritual warfare, discernment, and peace that can only be found when you are in it. It is a part of dark night of the soul to the division of the soul and spirit (I believe we enter into this many times in life as God transforms us into His image). I have come to a deeper revelation of Psalm 103:1-5. In all the years I have had the privilege of being a Christian, I am continually overwhelmed by His tenderness to care for, provide, and deliver those who seek Him with all of their heart. His perfect, relentless love NEVER fails! I will always remember and reflect on these things as He builds my faith and teaches me His ways deep within my spirit where He transforms my soul.

Bless the LORD, O my soul; And all that is within me, bless His holy name! Bless the LORD, O my soul, And forget not all His benefits: Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases, Who redeems your life from destruction, Who crowns you with loving-kindness and tender mercies, Who satisfies your mouth with good things, So that your youth is renewed like the eagle's... Psalm 103:1-5